"unclose your mind, you are not a prisoner. you are a bird in flight searching the skies for dreams"

It’s hard to stay mad when there’s so much beauty in the world.

Sometimes I feel like I’m seeing it all at once … and it’s too much. My

heart fills up like a balloon that’s about to burst. And then I

remember … to relax, and not try to hold on to it. And then it flows

through me like rain. And I can’t feel anything but gratitude for every

single moment of my stupid little life.

You have no idea what I’m talking about, I’m sure.

Don’t worry… you will someday.

-American Beauty

he'd be hard to chase, and good to catch and he could change the world with his hands behind his back.

a breath of fresh air in the grotty ghetto's of LDN ; all it'd take is for you to hold my hand

and Pull me through it all.

i say i don't care what you think but i probably really do, i can't wait for the day when

people will actually stick to their words like glitter on my fingertips,

and when people will embrace the meaning of "trust".

i like doing things for memories sake and i like things that impact me so wonderfully

much i want to laugh and cry all at the same time.

i'm addicted to things like words and time and emotion, i'm trying to learn to be fearless

like Kafka On The Shore.

and i want more then anything to be able to just let it go sometimes.

"don't ever think too much though Effy"

i'm sorry, but i really cant help it ...

one day i'm going to run away with my imagination and never come baq i'm sure !!

i like that you like my ideas, but i don't want you to copy them ...

for lack of a better phrase,

i am

Effy Elizabeth Mary Macdonald



"as far as i'm concerned"

well to be honest you wont ever understand how utterly much i am concerned,

and i'd be more offended if you didn't think i was <s>weird</s> ...

as my grandad used to say,

"a stopped watch is still right twice a day"

effy-ox@hotmail.com

rawwrr!!

P.s i utterly love how no one understands what i'm on about